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Turning on the radio 103.5, listening to some music when going to work. I was hoping that I could hear that song again, yes I got what I want. This is the third time that I catch it:) Do not know the singer and title, but I really like it, I gave it a name "what you think of me"?

"Woke up at 4 am this morning...the moon, try to catch up more sleep....take your risk, take your reasons; take your memories... 'cause I do not need them....what you think of me?......" I woke up around 4 am something this morning too, could not sleep again. So tired, but just could not sleep. My friend asked what bothers me?

What bothers me? I hope I know. Had a dream, I have to wait 6-10 years to have something I want in the dream, it is weird!

Nothing happens so easily. Have to make effort and take the risk, instead of thinking and thinking! People make mistakes, we maybe make bigger ones in the future. Friends got the points, I know it. I have no choice, no matter what will happen, I will take it. I do not want to regret 10 years later. I do not want to miss this Certainty! Life is short! I am telling myself.