Saturday

Got a cup of hot smoothes at TimHorton this morning, then went sailing. It was freezing out there when sun was covered by the clouds. Afternoon it was getting clear, really enjoyed the warmth of the sunlight! Saw almost 10 seals today and lots of birds. I asked my friends to look at the sea kayak, they were laughing at me, because finally we found out that it was a seagull on a log.

Friends wanted to go to a gay club tonight, I told them to have fun. Went home and talked to a good friend for more than an hour. I cried over the phone, she was worried. I laugh a lot, I cry sometimes, I love, it's me. It is hard to pretend something when with good friend.