The ocean of

I was reading some old emails...I am surprised of life, which changes so fast, and unpredictable. Something happened, as if it was yesterday; some as if thousand year ago.

Something and somebody are so unforgettable. No matter what, no matter how hard you were hurt, how happy you were; no matter what, it is just unforgettable, simply.

Time is passing by, people meet and people miss. People happy, people sad. People insist and people give up. People love and cry. Sometimes I just could not believe that something ever happened. I was wondering if it was real and true? I was sure and I doubt it now.

I feel there is an ocean, clear blue and beautiful. I was in it, I was surfing the biggest wave; then suddenly I was drowned, the wave just took me in. I was falling and falling, no strength to fight. I was prepared for it, I knew I could die for it; but when it came, I still could not handle it.

I was drowned in the blue.