Talked to a "friend" after new year. He asked me what I want? I told him that I want to find a guy that I love and loves me, we can get old together, he can hold my hands all the way down the road of life; and I love him all my heart and my soul, same as him.
I did not know how to tell him that I just could not "continue" or "start" with him, because in my heart, there is somebody and is a dream, so that I do not have a spot for him. It is sad. He said it is so sad for him, because he had higher expectation than me, because he thought I might be the one. I felt sorry, very sorry for the thing.
I know I could just try, try to know him, give him or myself sometime. And why not, actually I like him? But, but...too bad!
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